I’m such a terrible person. I’m just basking in this ocean of pride & self-pity. I’m running from God. I’m Being cradled by sin. I shouldn’t have any relationships with anybody. I don’t know how to be respectful, loving, unselfish, grateful, or any of that. I am so unworthy of everything. eghh.
My life at the moment
I wish the world wasn’t remodeled by man -____- but at the same time, I’m grateful that it is.
I want to get over you. I feel like I need to. But everytime I try you do or say something that makes me double think. I’m so weak. Scnakcualcjissjalcysmzgahh.
I really really really don’t want to leave him.. -_____-
I’d check up on him to see if he’s doing okay but that will only make things worse for him. So I have to set my curiosity aside, be selfless, and care for & love him from behind the scenes
